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Why doesn't she want to be my friend Wednesday, Jun. 16, 2004 @ 11:22 am
I feel like I have a void in my life now. I don't have a bestfriend anymore. I am alone. Who am I supposed to tell all my secrets to now. Who will I share all of our inside jokes with. Who will ever understand my ditzyness but still know that I am smart. People have been telling me that she isn't worth it and that I shouldn't let her bother me. Bettina is livid over it and wants to "have a nice chat with her". Annie makes it seem like this is all my fault. But aren't bestfriends supposed to be there for eachother? I thought that we would be friends forever. I should have known she couldn't stand to be with one person for to long. She has doen this to me before. I thought she was differnt, that she really wanted to be my friend. But no, she found a reason to leave me and jumped on it. I don't know who I'll hangout with at school now. This is going to take a while to get over.