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New Best Friend Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004 @ 9:10 pm
Oh god, I don't know what to do...I love Annie so much, she is my bestfriend even though I may not be hers...I don't know if I should even try to be her friend any more, maybe I should just let her come to me. I have no clue what I should do, it's not like I have that many friends at all, at least not friends that I am very close to. I am so depressed, I feel like I can't take life anymore. Of course I would never kill myself but life is just so complicated and I don't know what to do anymore. I think something is going good and then I am crushed because it gets all fucked up. I know I am so much luckier than a lot of other people but that doesn't mean I can't be depressed. Because I just am depressed and there is nothing that can fix it. I need a friend, a new bestfriend that I have stuff in commen with.