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J&T Thursday, Jun. 09, 2005 @ 7:42 pm
I went to Jackee's yesterday and it was good but at the same time her and Ben got into a fight. It's normal to fight but honestly I think he is a little posessive. He does this everytime I go over to their house. He says it isn't me but I think part of it is me. After I left I called Taylor and she came over and spent the night. I was happy and it was great but she isn't Jackee...or Annie. Why am I thinking of Annie? I don't care about her,,,she hurt me! But there is something about her that I miss...we laughed a lot, I like laughing. I really don't do that very often with Jackee. But I'm not saying that I don't like her, don't think that, I love Jackee..she is amazing. Now the thing about Taylor is I have a crush on her,,,she is full blown straight from what I can tell. I mean...I haven't asked though. I think Jackee might be a little jealouse that I am spending time with her but if she were with Taylor I would be jealouse too. I am more of a jealouse person than her though. I wish life weren't so complicated. I have trouble having more than 1 good friend..I always have. I have this battle in my head, like "is it okay that I have someone spending the night other than Jackee" is that crazy?