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I really don't give a fuck Tuesday, Jul. 20, 2004 @ 1:37 pm
I tried to call Dylan but I got the answering machien. He said to not to leave a message and if his parents answer to just hang up. I guess they are really wierd about girls calling...
I have decided that I'm just not going to care what people think about me and I am going to make myself think...no, realize that I am a beautiful person. People say I am so...I must be. Right? I am going to try to stop being so nervouse around guys and calling Dylan because that isn't going to get me anywhere. I just need to loosen up.
If people don't like me then that is there loss, if they don't think I am "cool" then they can just go fuck off! I am through with trying to please everyone and I want to find me! I am going to quit trying to be someone I'm not because that hasn't gotten me anywhere.
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I am kinda scared that Dylan might have given me a fake number. He said that I might not be able to get a hold of him but he also said that I should check with Kelly and see if she has his cell # after a while, he said that he needed to get his phone back. Oh well I don't really care all that much.
I tried to call Melody but she isn't answering her phone for anyone. I wish that she would but I can also understand why she wouldn't with her mom dying and all that stuff. The last thing she needs to hear is other peoples problems.