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Dreams Saturday, Aug. 14, 2004 @ 8:43 pm
First of all I would like to thank anyone who wrote me a note telling me that I don't need to loose wieght and that I should except myself for who I am!
So I haven't really been doing much. I swam a lot this week, I love swimming it makes me feel so free! I haven't been eating as much as usual and I feel so proud of myself. I think I am going to loose a lot of wieght if I just keep eating 2 meals a day. It's not like I am starving myself, I'm just not over eating.
I have been having wierd dreams...
In my first wierd dream I was at a Sacramento Kings game and I saw that Britney Spears and Good Charlotte were on the floor so I decided to go down and see them. Now it is impossible to get onto the floor without the guards going down with you and during the game there is just no way you can get down! But I did, I just went onto the elevator and went down to see them. I got all there autographs and talked to the for a while. Then I just started makingout with the bass guitar guy of Good Charlotte (you know the guy who is skinny and has longish hair) but it was great! That was ALL that happend! Nothing nasty lol!
In the second dream I was with Dillan and we were just hanging out at my house and my mom left us alone so we decided to go swimming. When me were in the pool he was holding me kinda like we were hugging and my legs were wrapped around him. He took my top off and then we just stayed there...hugging. It was slightly dissapointing but great at the same time. I don't know it might of actually ruined it if we had done anything else.