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camp Saturday, Jul. 17, 2004 @ 11:48 am

I went to camp and I had a lot of fun it was great! I cried like a crazy person though when I got back because I really didn't want to leave. That place is like a home to me, I love it there! I met a guy named Dillan and he is so hot! I liked him as soon as I saw him but I never told him (until the last day). At the camp (which by the way is for kids with Muscular Dystrophy) we have a thing called the gossip box and you put gossip in there obviously. My cabin decided to put "someone in cabin 3 (mine) likes someone in cabin 4 (his)" then a few days later they put "someone in cabin 3 likes Dillan". So he never asked who liked him but then on the night of the dance I decided that I would tell him (mainly because if I didn't someone else would!) I had to call Annie for a lot of pep talks and I had people raggin on me to so I had to tell him! At first I was really scared and I wasn't going to do it but then when I saw him I decided it was now or never. So I asked him to dance with me but then a whole bunch of other guys came over and started to shake there asses in my face and it was hella annoying (I didn't think they were that cute but everyone else did!) so after they finally left I got Dillan alone and halfway into the song I said "So...do you know who in cabin 3 likes you?" and he said "Could it be...you?" and he had a big smile on his face and I was like "Yeah it is." and I told him how many people it took to get me to talk to him (almost every girl at the camp plus annie). He was like "Wow" and he said that he like me too! OMG YES! HE LIKES ME!!! I said I was scared that he wouldn't dance with me or that he didn't like me and he said that a guy should never say no to me if I ask him to dance and that he really liked me and he was scared to talk to me to! Then we danced together for the rest of the dance and hungout with eachother till 1am. I really wish I had talked to him sooner but I was so scared that I just couldn't. I told him about so much stuff and he didn't even seem to care about all the stuff that happend to me! I hope he wasn't frontin and I hope he really does like me. I kinda think he might have just done that for camp but I don't know, I guess we'll see! Other stuff happend at camp but it doesn't even seem interesting enough to write and I just don't want to write any more. I will write more soon!

Love me or hate me that's your decision but you can't deny that you still want to hear me,

Jessica

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