Call him? Sunday, Jul. 18, 2004 @ 5:52 pm
I am so nervouse, just thinking about calling dylan is enough to send me into a massive panic attack! I think about him and my heart beats around in my chest like crazy. I am scared that I will never see him again though. That would be terrible if I didn't! But what if he doesn't really like me? What if it was all just for camp? What if he has a girlfriend?!?! That would make me cry like crazy! But I think he might...When he gave me his phone number he told me I had to hang up if his parents answer and he said they really were wierd about girls calling...but what if the reason for that is because he has a girlfriend? Well that would be just my luck! But then I think about when melody told me that I would be meeting a guy at my camp and maybe he is the guy! So that cheers me up! I wish I knew all the answers to everything and could tell if I should call him...I guess I'll just have to find out on my own...or with Annie on the other line he he he!