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- Monday, Mar. 06, 2006 @ 6:22 pm
It is pathetic how little I am on here. I don't even know what to put. I have been through so much...
My friends have changed a lot since I have written last. I barely ever see Jackee...but she is still my bestfriend. I never see Taylor. I don't think we are really friends anymore because she just treats me shitty. I miss her at the sametime though. Confusing.
I really like this guy David and he used to say that he liked me but then he went and got a boyfriend. I miss him even though I never had him. Honestly I haven't liked a guy this much since Matt. I really believe that is true. Not that isn't to say I feel even remotely the same about him as I did about Matt. Ahh, speaking of Matt...He is back in juvie or whatever. Because of Stagitory Rape. I don't know if I said that before. I really don't like him at all anymore. He is too fucking stupid. But back to David. He is sooo great and I honestly believe I will be with him eventually. I just wish it would be now.
I miss Jackee terribly. I really do love her. She is just what I had always wanted. I want her back so very badly. I know she doesn't like me the same way as I do her. It's okay though because I have her as a bestfriend. That will have to be enough.
God knows when I will write in here again