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Changes Wednesday, Jun. 08, 2005 @ 9:57 am

I went to the movies on tuesday...no, monday. I saw Lords of Dogtown, which was one of the best movies ever. I went with a girl named Taylor, she is so nice and beautiful and...exotic...::sigh::..Jeeze I can't crush on her! She has a boyfriend and she is straight from what I can tell. I do think she is amazing though. How can one person be so nice and genuin. I am going to see Jackee today, honestly I feel like we might be falling out, wouldn't that be horrible? It was so quick...I mean us..our friendship. I want to be bestfriends forever, that's not really possible though. When you are a kid your like, oh yea we will be BFFs---no matter what--- well I'm sorry but that just doesn't happen. People change so much so fast and it is impossible to stay that close. If you are lovers that is another storey because you live and breath for eachother but if you are just bestfriends-no matter how close-you still don't have that passion holding you together. So Jackee will move and it will break my heart but we will still be friends, just not the best. I may see her again and may not but that doesn't matter because she changed me for the better and had a profound impact on my life and that's what I needed this year more than anything...

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