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My love Thursday, Jun. 02, 2005 @ 5:10 pm
I have been having the wierdest dreams about Matt...I don't know what it is besides the fact that I miss him so desparetly...why do I need him? Why do I love him so much? In my dream though, I was just so comfortable..so..in love. He kissed me in my dream, he, didn't do that in real life, he just banged me. Isn't that sick? To have sex with someone but not kiss them. I want to be kissed. I really want a boyfriend. I love Matt, how could I ever have a healthy relationship with anyone when I am so inlove with Matt. Sometimes I think I would be better off with a girl. I am almost just repulsed by guys and the way they treat me. I don't know, girls are just so much more understanding.