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My questions Tuesday, Apr. 19, 2005 @ 10:33 am
So what would you do if someone told you that they loved you but you didn't love them back? What do you say? Well I've never had this problem but some of my friends have. How do you really know when you are in love. Sure I have loved plenty of people...by now you must know about Matt. But have I been in love. I have been in love with doing things...I was in love with cutting and doing things to hurt myself but have I been in love with a person. If anyone it would be Matt. But can you be in love if that person doesn't love you back? I think you can...I think I was in love with him. I know that I loved him. Can you be in love with someone that hurt you more than words can explain. The only people who know that hurt are people who have been through it. Is it possible to be raped by someone you love? I think it is...what else do you call what Matt did to me. I told Mikey what happend. He didn't think much of it and I like it better that way. I'm not really looking for sympathy...when it comes to this I admire apathy more. I don't know if I want to see Matt but I need to decide soon because May is close and that is when her gets back. What if I fall for him again...is that possible? I hope not. I'm not into that type of guy anymore.