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A new Discovery Wednesday, Mar. 09, 2005 @ 9:05 pm

So I started talking to Jessica, Mikey's girlfriend. She is a sweetheart, what else can I say? The only thing that I noticed was that if you look at her myspace she says she is single. Okay well I asked her about this and she says they are taking it "slow". Well Mikey's myspace (link on cast page) is a lot different. Just go look at them. Is he falling to fast. It's not my buissness. I like Jessica, so I am happy he is with her and not some bitch.

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So I am still sad and I still feel like my heart got ripped out and sent threw a meat grinder. But without pain in life we would never be able to experience true happyness. I think this is all a test that god is giving me to see how well I will handle what is to come in the future. This may seem so small to some people but when you live through it, it's hard. Okay wait I just got a thought that rarely comes...I am just happy to be alive and I am thankfull right this second for the feeling I have. I honestly am feeling hope and I think good times will come soon. I am...happyish!

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