Finding the real me.... May 20, 2004 @ 3:35 p.m.
I saw Kelly today but didn't talk to him. I need to see why Annie and I aren't hanging out with Nate and Kelly anymore. Just because I like him doesn't mean we all need to breakup. Especially not at the end of the year! I am so happy that school is almost over and I have a whole summer to just...figure out who I am. I need to do some seriouse soul searching and decide who I really am, I don't need to keep frontin. I just want to feel like I can be who I am...but I don't know who I am. Maybe it's true...you know that thing your mom is always telling you and you hear it on Dr. Phill and Oprah...that if you love yourself then other people will love you. Maybe if you love the way you look and just everything about yourself you will draw other people to you...does that make any sense?
I KNEW IT!!! I talked to Annie and she said that Kelly knows I like him and that's why we don't hang out with him!!!