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Guys and What They Do To Our MiNd! May 18, 2004 @ 4:42 p.m.
I am hella sad. Kelly took back his ex-girlfriend and I still hella like him. I know it's sad but I hope they break up again. I don't know why I like him, he isn't my type at all! I don't want to like him! I want to think he is wierd and annoying and ugly but....I don't. Oh well...life is so hard sometimes. I want to have a nice eazy life. I want the perfect body with perfect hair and a lot of money and....Kelly. Well actually if I could have any guy it would be Eminem but we are being slightly realistic (lol). I never did get Kevin's phone #, and now....I really don't care. I don't even look at the guys I used to like...not Ricky, Tony, any of them. I don't even think I would be all that excited if one of them asked me out. I would say yes but my heart wouldn't jump as I know it would have last fucking week! I feel slightly suicidal...I would never hurt myself just because it would hurt but all day I have been thinking that I hate my life and I want to either die or be someone else.....
HELP!!!
Love Ya Much,
~*~Jessica~*~